July 2008
27 posts
vigilance
the moment at which
being present is most painful
is the moment at which
being present is most powerful
Return of Bronzoid
i just went ahead and bent myself over the table this time.
“back again, eh?” chuckled Zues. then he started to pull out my guts again. actually, it was kind of funny.
Late Afternoon
walking around in the late daylight of my childhood,
a long woman in a loose dress casts shadows across a room near the ocean that i’ve never seen.
in all memory real or created lies a sorrowful longing.
for it will never happen that way again, even if it never did.
so we walk around with cameras, clubbing moments to death.
New York Schizo
she compulsively checks her e-mail
but she haphazardly charts her symptoms
she sometimes goes to yoga class
but she regularly watches the simpsons
she oftentimes goes out to dinner
when she aint got no money in the bank
but she rarely takes a walk outside
in order just to think
she occasionally smoke cigarettes
until they wear her down
and then she smokes them regularly
until she...
Jealousy is Like a Crying Child
what are you going to do? hit him? yell at him? no, the only thing you can do is be patient.
Outgoing Texts I Found on My Loaner French Cell
“I love/lust you”
“Hey. It sucks with the whole law suit thing. I will pray that it all gets worked out”’
“are you getting my texts?”
“If it helps at all, I think you have great moral character.”
“A painful distance. So it must be okay i guess. But kind of depressing.”